It’s the thursday before Christmas and last day of this term. Outside the rain is turning icier for each second, making the pavements slippery. We’re full on various cheap Christmas food us student bought for our last money for the farewell feast. I’ve been so damn tired this term, working perhaps 70hrs a week on various projects, learning insane things like coding and something as cheesy as who I really want to be (LOL). Never have I’ve wanted something to end so quickly and at the same time last forever. ANYWAYS. I took one of my favourite chicks Katja down to get her tipsy at our disgusting bar outside school. We are working on a few side projects together which is SO MUCH FUN. Her mind terrifies and spell bounds me all the time and I’ve never had so much fun with somebody so different. Watch out for us. More than half of our class are crammed around a table and with each pint we all get sticky and emotional. I feel all sentimental about leaving these guys that I’ve spent day and night with since august. I’m slightly grossed out but in a good way as I’ve never been into people sobbing about how much they love their class mates! But I’m now embracing all of it. You can’t live at a gross bar as it’s not good for your self respect so we pick up some wine and head over to Jacob’s flat where everything is fancy. And look who I pick up on the way! My friend Saboune from London. The following hours are spent emptying the wine and smoking in the windows overlooking a Thursday night in Stockholm. I manage to create some sort of heated discussion that lasts all night as I ask everybody who they’d sleep with in the class if they had to pick somebody. It stirs up tons of interesting things as we are the most friend zoned/family class in history. Me and Theo (the dreamy sweetheart above) play punk and hip hop, discuss other people’s love life and tell each others fortune in a deck of cards. When we remember that we haven’t had dinner we heat some lonely premade quiche and share like a true family. I’m slightly drunk and dive into heated discussions and Katja makes me bend over in laughter. For the first time I feel like I’ve settled down a little here in Stockholm and that I do actually have a fucking lovely group of friends here and when it comes down to it what more can one ask for. Linn and I’ve bought a new camera and are still learning, but please let me know what you think!